It has been ages since I did this. At least, it really feels that way. Jesus has been calling for a date and I haven't had the time to respond. I have been learning, receiving, listening, giving, doing and ministering. In fact, it seems like I've been doing so more intensely these few weeks. Ever since the XS leaders starting catching some sort of passion. This absurd hunger for Jesus and the Word. The inevitable is happening. Some might call it a fad, some might call it hype. I think it is a revolution.
There are many things that amaze me but few as much as seeing youth on fire for God. The very thing that God has been preparing me for is starting to happen. No amount of resistance or inertia can withhold such a move of God. I find myself being a part of this revival even though I hold no official role in the XS ministry. By being obedient to the calling of God, I see the 3 areas of my calling coming to fruition.
Worship leading and ministering with music.I look forward to seeing greater increase in these areas. The increase in anointing and influence in worship and youth has been astounding and very much unexpected. I want to come to a point where I'm no longer surprised that God is blessing me but at how much He's blessing me with. I trust that it will always be more than what I can ask or imagine. My faith stands because He is faithful to fulfill what He has promised. The anointing will develop as I remain in the presence of God.
Being an inspiration to the youth and helping them develop sustainable passion.
Bringing the experience of God to the world. Constant missions.
I don't speak of the anointing so as to justify my shortcomings. Neither do I wish to boast of talents given to me. The anointing is meant to glorify Jesus.
...whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.
- 1 Corinthians 10:31 -
And if I do boast, I will boast like Paul did. I will boast of the areas of my life that were not surrendered to God. I will boast of a lousy lifestyle and a stinking attitude, my weaknesses. I will boast of a loving, patient God who chose to direct His anger and wrath towards Jesus so that I would have chances at Abundant Living. Coffee and Cheesecake with Jesus is always so refreshing. He is so gentle and loving. Always firm, never harsh. Bringing correction without condemnation. Has the church forgotten the character of God?
I recall a recent prayer meeting that I attended. I was there early that evening, all excited because the focus would be on the youth ministry. I had helped to set up the microphones, laid out the wires, and prepped the sound system and projector. I was a bit thirsty after all that work so I decided to get a coke from the dispenser. I sat at the back row of the chapel, relaxed, enjoying the presence of God while sipping the cold beverage. There was a lady seated beside me so, trying to be friendly, I turned to her a flashed a big, warm smile. Nothing prepared me for the tone of what she said next. With an unwavering expression, she remarked, "This is a sanctuary!"
I was almost about to say AMEN and begin sharing about the presence of God when I realised that she was not looking at me but at the red can that I held. My ears burned. I quickly got up and walked out. I felt lousy.
Maybe the real reason is to keep the chapel free of ants or rubbish. I don't think God really minds us eating and drinking in His presence. Maybe I should have mentioned Psalm 23 where it says that God prepares a feast for me in heaven. Or that we are meant to partake of the feasting table of the Lord. (1 Corinthians 10:21)
I don't think God was offended by my drinking in the chapel. I know it offended her. Maybe 1 Corinthians 10:32 applies to me.
Give no offense to Jews or to Greeks or to the church of God, just as I try to please everyone in everything I do, not seeking my own advantage, but that of many, that they may be saved.
I know Jesus didn't overlook my service to Him. That is all that really matters.
